I was so numb at school.
I don’t remember the first two hours and then I had the biggest urge.
I had to go to the bathroom to press my cuts.
As soon as I got home I cut and I still have the urge.

I’m cutting a lot more lately.
I thought I was better as I cut less, but now I’m back on the same and even worse.

I need new razors but I can’t go buy because everyone knows me already.